Good verses evils in one stand off after another.
The Devil can only do what the Lord allows him to do. Didn't
Satan petition God for Job? What makes you or me any different?
Prayer is an important factor in our lives each and every
(Little Spider had been raised in Church as a child,
no matter how much abuse went on through the week,
Sunday we were in Church as the loving family.
My brother and sister were beaten more severely than me,
I'm not going into here,
but as my brother grew older and more troubled,
he vowed to pay everyone back for his vicious,
terrorizing abuse as a child.
My brother always protected me as much as he could as an older brother,
but he was
simply no match,
for the wild thing called woman in our life.
I almost understand why my brother became involved in
Satanism, but it tore us apart.
The year's of protection,
the years of our tear's,
as well as our younger sister's
pain and tear's,
were all too much for his tender,
loving heart to take any longer.
He vowed to make everyone
Its almost as if he blamed God,
for not protecting us as children,
from the terror day and night for years.
My brother's love turned to hate,
as he turned to Satan for power and I turned to Jesus.
It was a battle neither
one of us was ever prepared for,
A battle that cost one brother his life,
terror to reign in a family,
from the principalities of darkness were never ending.
We could of used God's full armor as children
would of cared enough
to teach us about such things.)
In a weak moment Little Spider was going to take her families
life and then her own to end the horrible, terrifying pain in her life.
Little Spider did not want her husband,
or un-born grandchildren
to ever suffer as she had;
as she had no one to teach her spiritual warfare
the Holy Spirit step-by-step,
defeat after defeat
and it nearly cost this family their lives.
see what a mighty God we serve!
Little Spider did not see the hands
of the Lord in her life during these trying times
as she was in a private schooling of sorts
to learn how to fight Satan and his evil doers.)
EV: Psalms 91:9-16
(God puts his angels in charge of us)
You have made the Lord your defender;
the Most High your protector,
violence will come near your home.
God will put his angels in charge of you
to protect you wherever you go.
will hold you up with their hands
to keep you from hurting your feet on the stones.
You will trample down lions and
and poisonous snakes.
"I will save those who love me.
And I will protect
those who acknowledge me as Lord.
When they call to me,
I will answer them:
when they are in trouble,
be with them.
I will rescue them and honor them.
I will reward them with long life:
I will save them.
John 15:11-17 (Love One Another)
These things have I spoken unto you,
that my joy might remain in you,
your joy might be full.
This is my commandment,
that ye love one another,
as I have loved you.
hath no man
than this than a man lay down his life for his friends.
Ye are my friends,
if ye do whatsoever I command
Henceforth I call you not servants;
for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth:
but I have called you
for all things that I have heard of my Father
I have made known unto you.
YE HAVE NOT CHOSEN ME,
I HAVE CHOSEN YOU,
and ordained you,
that ye should go and bring forth fruit,
and that your fruit should remain:
WHATSOEVER YE SHALL ASK OF THE FATHER IN MY NAME,
HE MAY GIVE IT TO YOU.
These things I command you.
THAT YE LOVE ONE ANOTHER.
(Little Spider found that it was hard to love,
those who had hurt her over and over
again in the past.
But when Jesus became the Master of my life one more time,
I found those whom had hurt me
seem to be my enemy anymore,
therefore I would let my guard down,
by not staying in God's words,
forgetting to pray and acting worldly.
This happened over and over again,
Little Spider couldn't give
up that part
of the world she wanted so much,
her family and friends
that were here most dangerous enemy of all.
Loving my enemy was almost impossible
and this brought confusion
where worshiping the Lord was concerned,
usually I ended up walking in defeat
one more time like so many of you are doing now.
But don't give up,
as we continue on with our road map in hand,
we will find where the crooked path's
are at and simply find the right
to travel on down with the Lord's help.)
The King of Kings is never wrong friend.
THE SON OF GOD,