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After studying the little spider story in depth Little Spider has
learned a mighty lesson, a lesson that must be shared with others who are wearing the same pair of shoes Little Spider has
had on her own feet. Finding herself asking the same questions many of you ask, and that is, Lord, Why does man have to suffer
so much?
Little Spider was no saint of any kind, just a normal everyday person. She went to work, cared for
her family, attended church and did her best when it came to helping others. Little Spider was so full of life and laughter
so much so many people envied her good spirit and her helping ways. Then their were others who literally hated her for her
kind ways, and these are those folks who worked day and night in destroying the things she had found with God.
Little Spider was aware of the miracles performed in her life by a God who cared what happened to her.
The Lords praise was upon Little Spiders lips but things went wrong continuously and in the beginning many of the things were
brought on by demonic activity. Little Spider tried desperately hard to fight this battle alone as she had found many of those
that she loved had already labeled her as crazy. Many of her loved ones and friends thought she was delusional when she asked
for guidance concerning the demonic attacks. Everyone thought Little Spider had truly flipped out and would listen to nothing
she had to say concerning these attacks by evil workers. Satan had a field day with her, he would allow her to see things
that no one else could, hear things anyone else couldnt and feel things no one else could and when Little Spider spoke about
such things her credibility became less and less creditable leaving Little Spider with hope fading over time and with more
than one label.
These labels never stopped Little Spider; and since she had no one else to help guide her but the Holy
Spirit you have to know things were tougher than tough. Little Spider had already heard voices, voices that a psychiatrist
would say was psychotic or label you as delusional. The psychiatrist may even give you another title not knowing about the
things of God or the spiritual principalities lurking about as he tends to believe man and his science of the mind, and not
the word of God.
As the Holy Spirit lead and guided me into the truth of Gods words and gave me the understanding as
I sought for answers to the things that had taken place in my life, I knew man was wrong in many areas of his beliefs. Beliefs
that would be taught to others and deceive many over time and people not knowing about the things of God swallow the fallacy
hook line and sinker, therefore being deceived and followers of evil worker unbeknown to them.
Friend it is time to find out the truth, the truth man is hiding from so much of the world. There are
many wolves, false prophets that are leading man to hell and as lost sheep (unbelievers or those cast aside by others for
their beliefs) they follow the bell of the fake sheepherder to damnation.
Will such men and women be held unaccountable for their deceivement to mankind? In the book of Jeremiah
warning comes from God to Pastors, Priests, Teachers and the like about leading Gods flock astray and this may also mean those
meaning well, such as doctors, counselors and the like. What I cant understand is why can so many in care of the suffering
people cant refer to God words in their professions, and why are they so willing to practice deceiving those suffering from
things they know nothing about apparently in order to keep their jobs. Do you really think God cares about your deceivement,
your jobs of the world that lead others to hells gates? Absolutely not! However he does care about you and your soul, and
he cares about what your doing to others and this friend will allow your good rewarding days to turn into a nightmare as God
places his curses upon you for your disobedience to him. But you do have a choice to turn things around not only for yourself
but for those you’re leading astray by turning to the Living God, the God that created you.
As I think about the voices I’ve heard, I think about how the Holy Spirit sent his warning that
I was in danger and not to open the door; and I think about when the voices became so overpowering I nearly killed my family,
or how I nearly took my own life on a couple of different occasions, or how I nearly caused bodily afflictions to myself as
I tried to escape from the voices that were literally fighting for mind and my soul. And I think about Susan Smith and the
lady in Texas that killed her children and I understand the battles they were caught up in. I understand the beatings that
they took as they fought desperately hard to regain control, a control they no longer was in charge of. I also understand
the fact that like me, as the battle raged on God intervened and gave you one last chance, a chance to carry on with your
vengeance, your fury, or to call out to him and in that split second you made the wrong choice, a choice that has altered
your life forever. The choice Ive made has also altered my life forever and in my disobedience to God and his will I received
many curses, curses that were needed in order to reshape my life so that I could serve the Lord who had rescued me as I called
out to him.
I realized how angry I had made God as my life went totally upside down. A life that could have been
different in the beginning if only I would have had someone who understood what was taking place in my life and offered me
guidance according to Gods words. But people are only people and they have their own understanding of life in general and
they are not God, they too make mistakes when it comes to helping others with things in this life that they don’t understand,
such as voices, illusion, disillusions and the principalities of darkness that is always on hand to do hand out their evil
deeds and with all these things we fall into God disobedience easily, therefore allowing us to receive curses, curses that
are our by choice and others that we have inherited from past generations. In the next section we will discuss the curses
that we may encounter and some of the curses I with the Lords help have over come as you will, as you understand what is taking
place in your life. Friend there is hope when you find the answers to all of your whys and learn that you and in the name
of Jesus can turn things around in your life as I have as you learn the errors of your ways.
Praise the Lord for those of you who have never encountered a curse from God for you dear friend are
the one that can help those who are cursed. You can help change a life by offering your assistance to someone who is dire
need of your help. Don’t let fear stand in your way that is Satan! Put aside all of your concerns about interfering
in someone’s life because friend you never know how many times this person has asked for help and has been turned down
by someone just like you.
It is our prayer (Bulldogs and Little Spiders) that you will study with us concerning curses that we
receive from God and learn with us on how to change things around in our lives completely. At this website you will learn
about each curse that many of us has had upon us during our life. Once you realize it is a curse and not just you, and you
find out its not a demonic attack then learn how to turn things around, learn how to keep from handing down curses to those
in future generations, learn how to tell if its a curse or one of Satan’s evil tricks and learn how to take charge of
these issues in your life with the aid of the Holy Spirit who is more than willing to lead you into truth of Gods words. He
is more than willing to introduce you to Jesus Christ and to teach you a new way of doing things if this is what you desire
friend.
It is no fun being broken and sore, but it doesn’t have to be this way. Learn, learn what is
taking place in your life and fight like the devil in order to win your favor back from the Lord Jesus. Then stand up and
fight the devil Gods way.
Because the Lord says, But if you disobey the Lord your God and do not faithfully keep all his commands
and laws that I am giving you today, all these evil things will happen to you. So this is the main reason man must suffer.
Will God place just one curse on you? No, there are many and in this section of the study we will cover the curses and I will
share with you the curses this family has had upon us and how each curse was removed over time. Friend nothing is easy when
the Lord wants to know if you’re going to serve him faithfully or if your just going to play another game with him.
I know people play games with God because I did also over and over again and each time I did, another curse fell upon me and
my stupidity!
I will try to keep each section short so that you don’t become overwhelmed. Each section may
take a little time to absorb, especially when you realize a curse is upon you and maybe even your family; but don’t
loose heart because there is truly a way to have each and every curse removed from your life if you’re willing to take
a stand one last time in the proper way and that is Gods way.
Our sweet Jesus will be returning soon and wouldn’t it be wonderful if we knew him a little better
before he arrived?
Before I made a total commitment to the Lord, I wondered how I would enjoy my life-I thought I cant
do this or that, I’m just not ready to lead a boring life, I just cant turn my back on my friends and the list went
on and on, these are foolish thoughts and these thoughts keep you right where Satan wants you, and unfortunately that is in
his care and over a period of time you begin to receive curses from God because of your disobedience.
One of the first ways I became disobedient to Lord Jesus was by allowing Satan to scare me and allowing
him to control my thought process with a bunch of nonsense. Therefore allowing me to serve another God besides the Living
God who had created me. The first commandment, Thou shalt serve no other Gods before me. How many of us do this not realizing
if we aren’t serving the Living God we are serving another God, and friend Satan is the god of this world and he has
millions of followers because people cant give up the world, the thought of not being able to do your own thing is an ungodly
thought and you will suffer because of such evil thoughts unless you are willing to change, change is never easy I know, I
had to learn how to crawl, then learn how to walk all over again step by step because I just couldn’t give up the world
completely like so many of you dear friends and I suffered tremdously needlessly because of my stubbornness and wanting to
just do things my way.
I understand my words sound critical, maybe even harsh, but if society hadn’t of turned away
from the old time religion then maybe a lot of our suffering could have been avoided as we would of learned Gods way years
ago period. Maybe we wouldn’t of believed we were gods as we dug our own graves day by day, and maybe we would of held
the Sovereign words of God more closely to our hearts if society had held onto the hell and brimstone words coming from the
pulpits years ago.
I ask that the Holy Spirit touches your heart, your mind and your brokenness, and that he teaches you
where you’ve gone wrong so that you my friend may enjoy a curse free life and in time leave a worth while inheritance
of great worth to those that you love.
As Little Spider began working in the Web's garden she'd till the ground, plant the seeds, then make
sure she watered all the seed she planted daily. Then one day Little Spider became restless in this new life, forgetting to
water and care for the seed she had planted and the weeds begin to grow and grow.
In Little Spiders restlessness she found
herself needing a nap with her naps turning into bigger and bigger naps as each day past. One day as Little Spider was dozing,
she began to dream such a beautiful dream, that she simply fell into slumberland. Oh Little Spiders dream was beautiful, she
was dreaming of working in the Great Web's garden, but as she tried to harvest the crop, she found weeds taking over everything.
Seeing this mess made Little Spider restless and she begin to toss and turn, yet, falling deeper and deeper into her sleep
and she wasn't even realizing what was happening to her and her sleep just went deeper and deeper. About the time Little Spider
began waking up from her dream she felt sheer terror, as she heard these words, "A spider web!" I hate em! I hate em! I hate
em! I hate those things called a spider web that now works for the Great Web way up in the sky
Scriptures
Matthew 13:3-9, 13:18-23 (Sowing Seeds), 1 Peter 5:8 (God gives us a warning) 2 Corinthians
11:13-15 (Satan transforms into an angel of light), John 10:7-12 (Steal, kill and destroy), Proverbs 6:9-11, 19:15, 24:30-34
(Napping) Job 8:16-18 (Weeds) Matthew 13:1-7 (Weeds) Ezekiel 36:33 and 34 (Weeds)
KJV: Matthew 13:3-9 (Sowing Seeds)
And
he spake many things unto them in parables,
Scriptures
Matthew 13:3-9, 13:18-23 (Sowing Seeds), 1 Peter 5:8 (God
gives us a warning) 2 Corinthians 11:13-15 (Satan transforms into an angel of light), John 10:7-12 (Steal, kill and destroy),
Proverbs 6:9-11, 19:15, 24:30-34 (Napping) Job 8:16-18 (Weeds) Matthew 13:1-7 (Weeds) Ezekiel 36:33 and 34 (Weeds)
KJV:
Matthew 13:3-9 (Sowing Seeds)
And he spake many things unto them in parables,
(Whenever I think about Jesus speaking
in parables, I think about the road map that I was given by the Holy Spirit after my brother was killed by witchcraft. I think
about how I didn't understand it until I was so broken and sore that I waited at deaths door to be welcomed on in. This is
the road map your traveling down now as you read the stories on this site, learning about where Little Spider went wrong and
prayerfully you will never take the short cuts Little Spider did.)
Saying Behold, a sower went forth to sow; And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the
fowls came and devoured them up; Some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up,
because they had no deepness of earth: And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered
away. And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them: But other fell into good ground, and brought
forth fruit, some hundred fold, some sixty fold, some thirty fold.
EV: Matthew 13:3-9 (Sowing Seeds)
He (Jesus)
used parables to tell them many things. "Once there was a man who went out to sow grain. As he scattered the seed in the field,
some of it fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Some of it fell on rocky ground, where there was little
soil. The seeds soon sprouted, because the soil wasn't deep. But when the sun came up, it burned the young plants; and because
the roots had not grown deep enough, the plants soon dried up. Some of the seed fell among thorn bushes, which grew up and
choked the plants. But some seeds fell in good soil, and the plants bore grain; some had one hundred grains, others sixty,
and others thirty.
(When it comes to listening to anyone speak about God, it is for your own safety to know what spirit
your dealing with, what spirit your leaving your child with as they are being taught in Sunday school etc. Satan is sly and
you must be just as sly to keep yourself as well as your family out of the hands of these evil doers who pose as Christians.)
Read on your own: 1 John 4:1-5, read God's warning to you concerning this matter for dear friend even the very elect
shall be deceived according to Matthew 24:24.
EV: 2 Corinthians 11:13-15 (Satan transforms into an angel of light)
Those
men are not true apostles-they are false apostles, who lie about their work and disguise themselves to look like real apostles
of Christ. Well no wonder even Satan can disguise himself to look like an angel of light! So it is no great thing if his servants
disguise themselves to look like servants of righteousness.
I believe Little Spider has been nearly every one of the seeds mentioned above except for the last
one. It isn't easy serving the Lord, its so easy to slip and fall back into our old ways, yet, if we remain faithful to God,
He will be faithful to us. So now this is my goal and at times its still a tough go, after all its easy to slip and fall if
you don't keep a check on the road map that has been given to you today.
KJV: Proverbs 6:9-11 (Napping)
Not only does the armed robber steal your finances,
he steals, your hopes and dreams. He steals, your homes, your lives, he steals everything that means anything to you, such
as your faith, health, families and your self-esteem and when your lazy; forgetting to do the Lords work, your life can flip
upside down overnight. I understand this now more than ever because one moment my life, our lives where just fine, and the
next we had lost our home; our cars, job, health and I/we almost lost our children and grandson in vicious, violent ways.
I am here to tell you, you cannot be lazy as you serve the Lord Jesus. If the Lord tells you to do this or that, or to go
here or they're, or to do this or that for him, than do it. Stop being lazy where the Lord is concerned, after all we expect
him to work twenty-four hours a day, keeping us safe, healing, answering prayers and working miracles within our lives.
We expect the Lord to tend to our business and all kinds of different things, and many of you like
me are downright lazy when it comes to the Lord and his works and this ought not be. I have made so many excuses when the
Lord has ask me to do something for him such as, go check on someone, cook dinner for someone, take someone to an appointment
and the list goes on, I'd usually say something like this, "They can find another way, I'm just to busy, I don't feel good
etc." When we tell the Lord "No," we get ourselves into trouble and this may stop a prayer from being answered. This is something
for us to think about, would the Lord say no to a prayer, if we have told him no?
During my recovery one of the first
things I had to learn is this, in order to have my needs met, I had to also apply my self to God's work, and his garden of
life had to be one of my top priorities. When I started putting the things pertaining to the Lord and his works first in my
life, my crisis started to improve. Praise the Lord. Yes, I am a very slow learner, like so many others.
KJV: Proverbs
19:15 (Napping)
Slothfulness casteth into a deep sleep; and an idle soul shall suffer hunger.
Ev: Proverbs 19:15 (Napping)
Go ahead and be lazy; sleep on, but you will go hungry.
When
I was caught taking my nap, I felt such an empty void within me. A void that held my happiness back allowing depression and
other demonic illnesses to enter in. If I wasn't going to keep my house full of Gods words I was going to starve. Then I found
I was leaving free passage for the demonic presence's to walk right into my life in order to steal the food that had been
stored away for later use. Therefore the theft was invited, and it left me starving for Gods words.
How many times do
we find excuses for not reading Gods words? All we are doing is starving our spirits and leaving a doorway open for demonic
activity to steal what food we had stored up for later use and it also allows us to remain separated from God period allowing
ourselves to get into more and more trouble as each day passes.
KJV: Proverbs 24:30-34 (Napping)
I went by the field
of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the man void of understanding: And, lo, it was all grown over with thorns, and nestles
had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down. Then I saw, and considered it well: I looked upon
it, and received instruction. Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep: So shall thy poverty
come as one that travelleth; and thy want as an armed man
Ev: Proverbs 19:15 (Napping)
Go ahead and be lazy; sleep
on, but you will go hungry.
When I was caught taking my nap, I felt such an empty void within me. A void that held
my happiness back allowing depression and other demonic illnesses to enter in. If I wasn't going to keep my house full of
Gods words I was going to starve. Then I found I was leaving free passage for the demonic presence's to walk right into my
life in order to steal the food that had been stored away for later use. Therefore the theft was invited, and it left me starving
for Gods words.
How many times do we find excuses for not reading Gods words? All we are doing is starving our spirits
and leaving a doorway open for demonic activity to steal what food we had stored up for later use and it also allows us to
remain separated from God period allowing ourselves to get into more and more trouble as each day passes.
KJV: Proverbs
24:30-34 (Napping)
I went by the field of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the man void of understanding: And, lo,
it was all grown over with thorns, and nestles had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down. Then
I saw, and considered it well: I looked upon it, and received instruction. Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little
folding of the hands to sleep: So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth; and thy want as an armed man
EV: Proverbs 24:30-34 (Napping)
I walked through the fields and vineyards of a lazy, stupid man.
They were full of thorn bushes and overgrown with weeds. The stonewall around them had fallen down. I looked at this, thought
about it, and learned a lesson from it: Go ahead and take your nap; go ahead and sleep. Fold your hands and rest awhile, but
while you are asleep, poverty will attack you like an armed robber.
I remember the day I became drowsy as if it had just
taken place. Bulldogs lady friend had come for another visit; sitting there she said she noticed a speck on my right eyelid.
She spit on her finger and dabbed my eye with her spit before I even realized what she was doing.
A few days later
both eyelids were covered with scales. The scales looked as if they had come off a dead fish only they were brown and ugly.
Up to this point, I had been working on a Bible Study titled, "God Has A Warning For You." Even though my Bible Study
was put into print and shipped off to inmates across the United States, it seemed as if I lost interest in working with it
or any of my pen-pal inmates in which was near five hundred men.
EV: Proverbs 24:30-34 (Napping)
I walked through
the fields and vineyards of a lazy, stupid man. They were full of thorn bushes and overgrown with weeds. The stonewall around
them had fallen down. I looked at this, thought about it, and learned a lesson from it: Go ahead and take your nap; go ahead
and sleep. Fold your hands and rest awhile, but while you are asleep, poverty will attack you like an armed robber.
I
remember the day I became drowsy as if it had just taken place. Bulldogs lady friend had come for another visit; sitting there
she said she noticed a speck on my right eyelid. She spit on her finger and dabbed my eye with her spit before I even realized
what she was doing.
A few days later both eyelids were covered with scales. The scales looked as if they had come
off a dead fish only they were brown and ugly.
Up to this point, I had been working on a Bible Study titled, "God
Has A Warning For You." Even though my Bible Study was put into print and shipped off to inmates across the United States,
it seemed as if I lost interest in working with it or any of my pen-pal inmates in which was near five hundred men.
Whenever I would sit or just be quiet for a bit I'd simply fall asleep. My naps became longer and more
intense, and the deeper each nap went. One day as I waited for Bulldog to get home from work, the Holy Spirit gave me a warning,
"Tell Bulldog not to let you go asleep period, he must keep you awake at all costs... Coma...Coma...Coma echoed in my spirit
and in my ears.
I did tell Bulldog when he came in, and unfortunately we both thought it was a physical coma, and whenever
I'd fall asleep, he would wake me up. But unfortunately the spell that had been placed on me that horrible day was one that
would send me into a spiritual sleep, a sleep that allowed me to wait for hell's gates to open up and suck me on in.
As
I laid in my spiritual coma, bad things begin to take place in my life, things that beat and battered my poor dying spirit.
I was at a point where I couldn't take care of my fields, my vineyards, not even myself.
Witchcraft is real, its deadly
and I wonder now how many have you dear friends are also in a deep sleep? And I wonder if you will ever wake up. I work on
staying awake everyday now when I can, and in the name of Jesus, I will never fall into a coma again.
Whenever I would
sit or just be quiet for a bit I'd simply fall asleep. My naps became longer and more intense, and the deeper each nap went.
One day as I waited for Bulldog to get home from work, the Holy Spirit gave me a warning, "Tell Bulldog not to let you go
asleep period, he must keep you awake at all costs... Coma... Coma ...Coma echoed in my spirit and in my ears.
I did tell
Bulldog when he came in, and unfortunately we both thought it was a physical coma, and whenever I'd fall asleep, he would
wake me up. But unfortunately the spell that had been placed on me that horrible day was one that would send me into a spiritual
sleep, a sleep that allowed me to wait for hell's gates to open up and suck me on in.
As I laid in my spiritual coma,
bad things begin to take place in my life, things that beat and battered my poor dying spirit. I was at a point where I couldn't
take care of my fields, my vineyards, not even myself.
KJV: Matthew 13:24-30 (Weeds)
Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, the kingdom of heaven
is likened unto a man, which sowed good seed in his field: But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat,
and went his way.
But when the blade was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the tares also. So the servants
of the householder came and said unto him, Sir, didst not thou sow good seed in thy field? From whence then hath it tares?
He said unto them, an enemy hath done this. The servants said unto him, wilt thou then that we go and gather them up?
But he said, nay, lest while ye gather up the tares, ye root up also the wheat with them.
Let both grow together until
the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles
to burn them: But gather the wheat into my barns.
EV: Matthew 13:24-30 (Weed/Tares)
Jesus told them another parable:
"The Kingdom of heaven is like this. A man sowed good seed in his field. One night, when everyone was asleep, an enemy came
and sowed weeds among the wheat and went away. When the plants grew and the heads of grain began to form, then the weeds showed
up.
KJV: Matthew 13:18-23 (Sowing Seeds)
Hear ye therefore the parable of
the sower. When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth
away that which was sown in his heart. This is he, which received seed by the way side. But he that received the seed into
stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it; Yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth
for a while: for when tribulation of persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended. He also that received
seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word: and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, chokes the
word, and he becometh unfruitful. But he that hath received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth
it: which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundred fold, some sixty, some thirty.
EV: Matthew 13:18-23
(Sowing Seeds)
"Listen, then, and learn what the parable of the sower means. Those who hear the message about the Kingdom
but do not understand it are like the seeds that fell along the path. The Evil One comes and snatches away what was sown in
them.
God Gives Us More Warnings. Son, have you promised to be responsible for someone
else's debts? Have you been caught by your own words, trapped by your own promises? Well then, son, you are in that man's
power, but this is how to get out of it: hurry to him, and beg him to release you. Don't let yourself go to sleep or even
stop to rest. Get out of the trap like a bird or a deer escaping from a hunter. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Lazy people should learn a lesson from the way ants live. They have no leader, chief, or ruler, but they store up their food
during the summer, getting ready for winter. How long is the lazy man going to lie around? When is he ever going to get up?
"I'll just take a short nap." he says; "I'll fold my hands and rest a while." But while he sleeps poverty will attack him
like an armed robber. When Little Spider became restless and needed a break from the Lord's work, it wasn't long before she
fell into slumber land, loosing almost everything she had ever worked for in her long miserable life.
Then when Little
Spider found herself near death outside of hell's gates she was suddenly jarred awake. With a decision too be made immediately,
a choice between life and death, living or surviving, what did she decide to do?
She decided to turn back to the Lord
who had created her and to serve him faithfully.
How many people do you know that live from day to day?
How
many of those people spend their money like water and are hungry by weekend?
Shouldn't we lay up our treasures in
heaven as we would our food for hard times?
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
I let everyone down, and I had no idea why I was doing what I was doing, meaning why didn't the mail interest
anymore, why was I becoming angry over the mail, and angered when I looked or thought about my Bible Study I had completed.
Because when I awoke, everything was over grown and some things were dead.
Meaning during this time I
almost lost my husband to another woman, then almost to death, my children, my family disowned me, my health failed me, those
I had loved died or were injured, bad things happened to me continuously and I had no God to turn to I didn't think.
The
spirit of Jezebel almost did me in folks! But Praise God the Lord was ever so faithful to me and saved me from a path of total
destruction.
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